when you know that yours is wrong

i dont know what i feel. there's no spirit to face this.. i've tried but i dont know what i think.
this is so hard for me when i cant accept my new life.

okeh, the false is mine. this what i choose even i know that this is not what i want.

I have been a loser!

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but, a loser is not a loser forever. there's a time when a loser realized what she has done. as a loser, i've realized that.

oke, that's a pity thing that i ever had! what a loser i am!

we dont need long time for regretting that. what happened will be will be.

dont you forget that everything in this world is happened with God's permit and the important thing is your struggling.

God always see what you do, God knows what your heart voice is, God is examining you! How seriousness you are!

THE RISKS ON YOUR OWN

But dont forget if Allah loves you so much. Keep on struggling :)

yeah, fighting! 2012 is mine, InsyaAllah ;D