when you know that yours is wrong

i dont know what i feel. there's no spirit to face this.. i've tried but i dont know what i think.
this is so hard for me when i cant accept my new life.

okeh, the false is mine. this what i choose even i know that this is not what i want.

I have been a loser!

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but, a loser is not a loser forever. there's a time when a loser realized what she has done. as a loser, i've realized that.

oke, that's a pity thing that i ever had! what a loser i am!

we dont need long time for regretting that. what happened will be will be.

dont you forget that everything in this world is happened with God's permit and the important thing is your struggling.

God always see what you do, God knows what your heart voice is, God is examining you! How seriousness you are!

THE RISKS ON YOUR OWN

But dont forget if Allah loves you so much. Keep on struggling :)

yeah, fighting! 2012 is mine, InsyaAllah ;D

this is it!

tunggu tunggu tunggu tunggu tunggu tunggu tunggu

yesterday or whenever

Satu Lagi

18 mei.. huuuaaaahhhh guguuupppp!!!!

aku berharap ya Allah diantara 46rb peserta yang diterima SNMPTN Undangan ada namaku ya Allah.. tolooong, beri aku kesempatan ya Allah hiks :'(

Aku janji! :) hehhee..

dugdagdugdugdagdugdagdugdigdigdigdigg hrrr -,-

Saya berharap ada nama saya diantara 46rb tersebut.

amiiiin ya Allah aamiiiiiiiiiiiiiin >,<

semoga! :)

The day of our :)

Baturaja, 16 Mei 2011

SHS 4 OKU :)

Get it!

Alhamdulillah ya Allah ya Rabbi sekolah hamba lulus 100%! yiiiyyyy.. thanks GOD!

Before the Announcement

ya Allah ya Rabbi..

besok 16 mei!!

it means that tomorrow is... PENGUMUMAN UJIAAAN NASIOOONAAAALLLLL!!!!

ya Tuhanku, ya Rabbiku...

semoga aku lulus ya Allah.. aku dan semua teman2ku LULUS semuanya! aaaamiiiiiin ya Allah aaamiiiiiiiinn.. semoogaaa ya Allah gugup!

truussss..

lusanya, tanggal 18 mei.. PENGUMUMAN SNMPTN UNDANGAAAAN!!!

PBS JUGAAAAA!!!!

ya Allah aku berharap ada namaku di salah satu undangan yang asaya ajukan ya Allah. tentu saja saya berharap UGM. tapi, semua kembali pada-Mu. akan ku terima di mana saja karena aku yakin Engkau tau yang mana yangterbaik buatku :)

tapi ya Allah sungguh aku berharap 16 dan 18 mei adalah hari terbaik dalam hidupku. insyaallah amiiin ya robbalalamiiiinn..

huah huah huah huah huah huah huah

fuh fuh fuh fhuh fhuh fuhfufhufuuuhhhh

tetep semangat walo gugup dan tak tenang.. yooo~~~ !!!